December 2009
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fuck you socialness
I CAN’T BE BOTHERED.
I don’t like people today.
I want a kiss and a cuddle and a good nights sleep. :(
Ahhh well.
Try my best yeah?
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My boyfriend is grumpy now
I said that I’d had sex with him hundreds of times, but I’d never had sex with Bruce Willis.
For some reason, it didn’t make it better :S
I am THOROUGHLY confused.
I love the boy, always will.
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Bruce Willis giving me oral pleasure
Live the dream.
God I love this scene in Pulp Fiction. Looking out for the bit where you see his thing.
OMNOMNOMNOMNOM
I’d kiss it. I’d DEFINITELY kiss it.
This is a weird crush of mine. I don’t fancy anyone quite like Bruce Willis.
I don’t only love this scene for him though. I love her as well. She is ADORABLE.
Fabien?
I’d give her oral pleasure as well,...
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NEW YEARS FEEEEEECKING EVE
Yeah, I’m not that excited.
I’m excited about January the 1st though.
Get to start using my sexy new moleskine daily planner ;)
Ahhhh…
It’s all sleek and black and yumyumyum I’m with boyfreund :)
He’s a lovely boy. Sometimes.
Sorrrrry about my bad mood (and fat attack) the other night :/
Eek.
Love the fatties really :)
JOKE.
Oh, I am digging myself a...
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“Dear Frank: I have made six postcards, all with secrets that I was afraid to...”
– PostSecret: Extraordinary Confessions from Ordinary Lives (via moonyy)
I’m pretty wet.
This brought tears to my eyes. I miss my boyfriend.
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My CRB check came back today
I am NOT a paedophile.
What a relief.
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URGHURGHURGH
I’m so paranoid, and rubbish.
I really hate people, all of them, every single one, even you.
Unless you want to make me some food.
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There are two things that make my brain stop screaming at me, or muttering, or sobbing. It’s very offputting when you’re trying to do all that life business and your brain is doing any of those previously listed things. The two things are running, so hard that I feel like I might collapse, or vomit, or explode or something (but not actually do those things), or a long, hard fuck. My...
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A-Z of how bored I am
A - Available: Nooope
B - Best Friend: the boy
C - Crush: the boy
D - Dad’s Name: John
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: the boy
F - Favorite Band: CSS, or Maximo Park, or Bloc Party
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Gummy Bears
H - Hometown: Here. Or does this mean where I was born? I was born in Huddersfield.
I - Instrument: Pianoish.
J - Job: Playworker, as soon as my CRB check comes back...
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Or not
Whoa. I’m so uninteresting.
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I think I might try
Going through all of the ‘style tips’ on galadarling, and trying every single one.
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My body is being weird.
Yesterday I ate my own weight in stilton, which I never usually like.
Then later I got a HUGE craving for meat. This is difficult in a predominately vegetarian house. But I bought some ham.
And then I have just slept 12 and a half hours non-stop.
Which sort of sucks, because I was meant to be doing a photoshoot. This morning.
Oh well, the weather’s shit anyway.
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I'm
really lonely now.
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My ho IS my bro
I don’t see why they should be separate. After all, the only reason I’m with him is because he is better than all other people.
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I know I should stop self-diagnosing
But this is so me. So so me. It’s almost a relief.
Depression
Low mood, worse than and different from normal sadness
Negative thoughts and feelings
Guilt and loss of self-esteem
Sometimes hopelessness and despair
Sometimes apathy and inability to feel
Sleep Problems
The need to sleep more
A tendency to oversleep
Difficulty staying awake during the day and/or ...
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and OH EM GEE
‘Blood is shunted away from the stomach to the major muscle groups where it will be used during an emergency. This is why people who experience regular stress often have digestive problems: blood is constantly being pumped to areas other than the stomach.’
I FECKING KNEW IT
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RIGHT, this time
I’m going to catch this while it’s here.
This is how I start off feeling. I could be doing anything, something really nice, anything at all, and then… my heart starts to feel funny. A bit TOO beaty. To fluttery, and too fast. And then my mind goes funny too. Things feel bad, things that hadn’t done before. And I get a bit…desperate. I NEED something. I need to...
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Runner
(talking about the boy's future career plans)
Boy: I want to be a TV producer
Liv: How do you get into that though?
Boy: *Boring media-y stuff*
Liv: You could be a runner
Boy: Yeah, could be
Liv: Booooooy [his name]
Boy: Yes Liv?
Liv: What do you call a runner with diarrhoea?
Boy: I don't know...
Liv: Me neither, but it sounds like it would be funny.
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Dammit
I want to watch Gossip Girl
it looks good, and I only have channels 12345 at home.
And boy won’t watch it with me.
:(
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“I love how you sit with your legs together, looking at me like I’m crazy. I love...”
– ikilledamandapalmer (via fuckyeahhlove)
I reblogged this because ‘curly jewy hair’ was very appropriate.
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“I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his...”
– http://pineappleupsidedown.tumblr.com/page/39
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The first thing I shall do for 2010
Is change all my passwords (for accounts that I can remember, I have so many) to nice, happy words.
Then I will think of what to do next.
Today I wrote 700 words of a 1000 words essay. I feel proud.
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“A month later, when on parole, he trespassed into a neighbor’s home while under...”
– Robert Downey, Jr. - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (via myheartandi)
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Dear Mother
No-one makes me angrier than you.
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Memory
Seb: I remember......OW
Liv: Painful memory?
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I →
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My screen is still fucked though
I don’t know how to explain it.
kind of liney,
with bits of moss growing on it.
Only no real moss.
I should really get a case for it or something, but I can’t help thinking too little too late.
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Ah
itunes made me download new software
which supposedly helps with ‘sporadic crashes, and not waking from sleep’
That sounds SO SAD.
<3 get well soon ipod dearest
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My ipod touch is on life support
or at least that’s how it seems.
The screen has gone weird. It’s like all, patchy.
And it took me ages to get it to turn on at all.
My plug charger broke, like fell apart :/
So that’s why I’m on the computer.
I hope my baby makes it.
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Finished Christmas shopping
Also, a nice italian man let me sample some port.
Yum.
Good day so far.
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Today
I retired from facebook.
I’m not sure how long it will last, but that betch was sucking the life out of me.
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It's been a good day
I love cheese and bacon pasta bake for breakfast. Boyfriend’s house <3 <3 <3 omnomnom
I decorated his room yesterday afternoon while he was at work, and then me and his brother hid in the dark waiting for him. He walked in and I was on the bed with red tights and a santa hat on, grinning, and his brother turned on the fairy lights and pressed play on ‘All I Want For...